Showing posts with label sacrifice. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sacrifice. Show all posts

Saturday, October 23, 2010

A Really Remarkable Read

Every so often, I find a book that's so interesting, so unique, so compelling, I can't put it down. I read when I'm supposed to be grading. Or writing. Or making dinner. And when I'm not reading it, I'm thinking about it.

Room is one of these books.

Emma Donoghue crafts a journey that five-year-old Jack narrates from a lifelong captivity in an 11-by-11-foot shed into the Outside.

After Jack's birthday in Room, Ma feels an urgent need to escape, with Jack as the pivotal piece of the Plan.

The book is divided into five parts (Jack's favorite number)--Presents, Unlying, Dying, After, Living--the essence of which is the adjustments moms make for their children, the subconscious selflessness beyond sacrifice physically, mentally, emotionally.

Ma is real. She tries to be strong, and she is, mostly. But the burden she carries of doing what's best for her son sometimes overcomes her.

Jack is intuitive, bright, and curious. Readers will love and admire his courage and clarity, his sensible names for common things: "persons," "littles," "switching off."

An unexpected vessel to Jack's healing in the Outside is Legos, with "so many tiny pieces all colors, it's like a soup," which he discovers and builds with Steppa, his step-grandpa.

Room is the place where certain moms live: the un-boundaries where the health, happiness, and safety of their children comes at a high but never counted cost. A place where these moms do the best they can with what they have, even if it's a Plant, a Lamp, and a Snake made of eggshells.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sacrifice

I'm partway through a serious revision, and because I'm in the zone, I've forgotten to dress or run or even eat today.

So of course I totally spaced that I was supposed to go on Reesie's field trip to the farm.

Tonight at Dominic's Taiko concert, Reesie's teacher came over to me, where I was sitting at the very back table, buried in my manuscript.

"I'm so sorry about the field trip," I told her, and she gave me oodles of forgiveness.

"I've been working on this thing," I said, flipping through 243 pages of cross-outs and arrows and highlighter and pen marks.

She asked me one thing: "Is it worth it?"

IS it worth it?

Somebody tell me.